Chances

I'm stupid. Yes, friends, I am stupid. You all told me the same old things that I begged to disagree most of the time.

How could I not listen to those genuinely concerned friends who told me that life without him is better? How could I just take someone back without even thinking about the consequences?

I'm sorry, friends, best friends, classmates and strangers. You were all so dear to have been with me in times that I needed you most.

I did not even expect that I would still have friends like you despite that I've chosen my own stupid choice.I just want you to know, you, my friend, if ever you are reading this, that your efforts and advises are still with me, still etched in my mind. I'll never forget the words that hurt me and yet contributed to my own sense of growing up. I love you. And I mean every word. And I am sorry if I had chosen to listen to my heart. I'm too scared now. I may not have anyone else to run to because I have been selfish once again. In the end, I know I'm to blame because he hasn't changed for the better. I just learned to accept him for who he is in spite of the pain that it inevitably gives me.I love you, my friend. You will always be the friend I need. Not him. You. :)