Sadness and Comfort.

According to my Grey’s Anatomy Personality Quiz Result:

May I quote from the site;

YOU ARE MEREDITH GREY: You are scary and damaged, dark and twisty. You’ve got a number of issues, mainly of the daddy, and abandonment variety, but you’re really trying to work through them. Sometimes, though, the easiest thing to do is drown sorrows in tequila. You’re always supportive of your friends when they need you.

I just can’t help crying over Grey’s Anatomy. I’ve currently watched Season 6 Episode 5 online, and I’m still searching for the episode 6. Grey’s Anatomy has all variety of genres, from drama, comedy, even thriller. Adik na kung adik. Manuod na ang hindi pa nakakanuod. :D haha.

There are days that I would just browse on my friends’ current photos and stare at their transformations from being the “sweet and innocent”, to “charmed and dangerous”. I would often ask myself how on earth it happened, and why I remained stiff in the middle of it. I have theories. Theories on why they have such glamorous social life. One, most of my friends’ family situations are quite complicated. Two, they have rather permissive parents. Three, they know when to study hard and party hard. Four, they interact with diverse people, they face reality, they do what they want as long as they want and not letting anything go their way.

I admire them. They have family problems, but they can ride with it, they vent it out even if it means they’d have to drown themselves in tequilas. I don’t think there is any wrong with drinking when facing difficulties, as long as one should moderate it, as long as one is aware of what he/she is doing and knows his/her limitations. If I was given enough freedom as much as my friends have, I would rather drink my problems away, although I have very low tolerance when it comes to alcohol. One time, I remember drinking just two small cups of “San Mig Light” and the next thing I know, I am very drowsy. Haha. Ewan ko kung nasasabi ko ‘yon, pero kasi when you drink with friends, maaalala mo ‘yong problema, pero nakakalimutan mo rin.

It is true; I have a lot of issues. Issues, that I even want to talk about with a specialist. :))) Gusto ko ng matinong advice. ‘yong solusyon talaga.

But here’s the thing, no matter how badly a thing is killing you, it is still the very reason why you should choose to be strong. I have been through the worst things in life, and yet, I don’t know why I survived. A lot of people have bigger problems than I do, I know that, and the only difference we make when it comes to having difficulties, is the way we face it.

I’d love to hear it from other people; I always wanted to help as much as I can. One or more persons sent me a message through friendster asking me for help regarding their lives, and at first I didn’t know whether to respond or whatever, but since these persons were really reading all my blogs.. I wanted to show appreciation even just a bit. It feels good to help strangers, really..

Hayyy.

Sarap ng panahon, nakikisama sa sadness and comfort ng sembreak ko. =)