Risk and Love.

I understand the consequences of such things I do that would surely lead me to certain catastrophes, though I’m not expectant in arriving at that conclusion yet. Lies and pretenses. Risk is not a bad thing, I mean, if life were plain and straightforward, how will the profound implication of gratitude and balance will ever be instilled in our system? One morning I had, again, the predictable feeling of waking up at the wrong side of bed. I also felt intoxicated knowing I had slept for 12 hours (regardless of the times I sort of woke up). It was a full straight 12 hours and I didn’t anticipate it the night I decided to just lie down a bit. Anyway, I did feel heavy-headed and was thinking so much of how my day will go. This week is another hell week, I must say. sometimes I just want to keep my eyes wide shut and not think of what’s going to happen. And though I’m friggin’ tired and I’m friggin’ pissed, I have no right to forfeit or to complain because I’m not the only one in distress.




A few days from now, it would be “Valentine's day”, I had recently found out an interesting story about its origin, which says; the story of Saint Valentine, who upon rejection by his mistress was so heartbroken that he took a knife to his chest and sent her his still-beating heart as a token of his undying love for her. Hence, heart-shaped cards are now sent as a tribute to his overwhelming passion and suffering. (wikipedia)


aww. how sweaaat. :)


“Single's Awareness Day (SAD)", an instructor once said, you’ll be reminded of all the lovers around you how cheerless you should be for being one of those who hasn't received anything from a loved one. (Just kidding) Valentines Day isn't only for lovers, and I do believe that it’s a special day for us to eloquently show our dearest feelings to our family members and beloved friends. Remind them somehow, that they are loved.


well I can already sense love in the air. :) *sigh*