It's taking too long

Always.

Random 76: Sometimes I feel like a wooden puppet being controlled all the time. Not exactly a good feeling at all. Not exactly anybody's fault, because as we all know we're the only ones who can have full control of ourselves. Likewise to popular belief, I intend to be pessimist most of the time. Not that I like it. It's more of really genuinely feeling sad for myself. It's more of one way of wishful thinking that I have someone else's life. Really not what I want to show but I can't be more honest enough than that. /tongue

Random 77: On the contrary, I am sure I can still inspire you to not think the same way because you know how disgusting it is and surely you wouldn't want other people to look at you that way, right? So.. Continue to have that enormous energy to do what you want. Anyway.. we're all born in whatever way. I'm born this way, baby. :))