Generally speaking

Mr. Winston Churchill said, "If you're going through hell, keep going."

For most days, I'm much preoccupied with various disturbing thoughts. Thoughts like how I'm going to get through PA199, how am I going to get through some inevitable and recurrent personal problems, and how am I supposed to deal with my own low self-esteem issues (/wrist) If there's something I want to wish for right now if ever God is willing to grant me one solution to one problem it wouldn't be about PA199 or my self-esteem, considering how selfless I get most of the time to the point of hating myself for that. I can and will only hope for the betterment of my family. I can and will only hope for the good sake of my mom and my brothers, (okay maybe dad as well..). It's just that even if I want to focus on one thing at a time, I can't, as much as I want to, I'm not that strong. Perhaps the best I can do right now is to leave it all to Him, and to continue on what I think is right and proper.

So maybe it is pragmatic to think and act the way Mr. Churchill said.

I always wonder why I cannot talk about specific issues, 'cause I'm not really a meticulous person when it comes to expressing myself. I usually speak in summarized forms, but that doesn't mean that my head works the same way.

I cannot speak about politics, about specific events, specific person/s (sometimes I can), or any specific thing. I should probably fix that. Generally speaking is not a healthy way for me to explain myself for not everyone would understand, although it's not exactly the purpose for this. I ought to learn more about trusting myself with the words I really long to say.

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