Throwing my heart away.

I wanted it to end. I really do. I'm way cynical. I dont believe in this anymore. I'm still human. I'm no longer happy. I'm selfish, I know. It’s the only way I could think of.

To finally put an end to it.


One year of being together? It’s not that easy.
But I still want to do it. I will. You'll see. I can’t anymore say to myself that I’m content. Because I know that every mistake he made caused me so much pain. And he's never going to change. He will never change.

Bool sheet love. BOOL SHEET.

"Sometimes we love people so much that we have to be numb to it, because if we actually felt how much we loved them.. It would kill us." -Riding in Cars with Boys