"THE" first day.

I woke up around 5 am this morning and I was, lets say, quite excited that’s why I didn’t find myself magnetized by my bed.. =) although I was so sleepy, I still managed to get up at an early time. And then when I was about to go to school, panicking and having cold sweat and extremely nervous, I was calling my only buddy Razel, for about a gazillion times already and yet she hasn’t answered any of my calls. Grabe. Alam niyo yung feeling na parang, damn! Ayoko na pumasok! =) knowing na wala kang kasama and all that, shocks I cant bear that.. well I still went to school and left everything to God. =) and just hoped for the best. And yes, I arrived successfully; then again I am a student after three weeks. =) still no sign of Razel, but thank God, andon ang aking schoolmate before, and she has friends with her na kasabay ko sa same room. =) and after a long while, waiting for my buddy, I’ve decided to come along with them, I mean, ok na to basta may kasama ako diba. =) sobra na talaga ung nervous attack ko! And promised myself I am going to sue my buddy the moment I see her face! Wahaha. Just kidding.

Well I was also lucky then, cause the section that I was with for that NSTP subject, was the section of my old friends. My close friends in fact, we we’re at the same room for this subject and I was happy, but not for the fact that I am going to see someone I don’t really want to see. Hmmm?

And they we’re there, so I was quite relieved, Razel arrived almost 30 mins. late and I was with her for the whole first day of this 2nd semester. =)

I could never forget the uhh, I don’t know if you could call it a lesson or class or anything, but this Prof of mine in our NSTP subject said,

“matuto kayong magpakumbaba, at magpatawad”

and yea, my best-pal-whom-I-never-talked-with-since was there, and I was like, “damn! Tamaan ka naman!” hahhaa. Wala lang, share. =)

so there, and yea I had fun this day, (2 out of 5 prof’s appeared! How nice diba?)

and one freaking fact to this day was: ALL of my classmates we’re GIRLS. (talk about my high school days huh?) hahaha. Most of our subjects we’re occupied by girls, and if there we’re to be a guy., it would just be 1 or 2. and we even have this subject where there’s only ONE GUY in the room, as in SYA LANG! =) I mean he’s so kawawa naman diba, parang nakakahiya naman at nasama pa siya samin. Hehe. May isa pang guy na mate namin, BUT!… he’s GAY. =) an absolute gay with long hair and all that, grabe super girl. Hahaha.

I sort of had a nervous strike at our last subject, Philippine history and Phil. Constitution (its longer and I barely remember!) hehe, kasi tinawag niya pa kami isa-isa para magtanong ng mga kung ano-anong tanong, and fortunately hindi naman ganun kahirap ung naisabog sakin.

“a privilege speech to the class and to your professor”

haha. I think what I said was, “uhm, to my classmates, uhm, I can be really friendly and approachable, if you need anything! (haha) its like getting back to my high school days with an all-girls class! (haha) and to you ms, I will oblige (which is supposed to be obey, damn!) with all your tasks, and I will do all the assigned tasks given to me or to us (big smile again)”

oh crap, lost of words, kinabahan grabe.
Grabe grabe grabe. I hate recitations. Sobra.

Well ok lang, hehe, bawi na lang soon.

And yes, I met new cool buddies, namely Meggie (the first one that I talked with on our NSTP class, naglakas loob akong kausapin siya cause she seems to be alone. And para when the time comes that Razel will be attending the class that we’re not together, at least I know I have someone to talked with) hehe. No I am not a user or anything, I just really find it easy to approach her, and she seems nice naman. Hehe. And andyan si Carla, friend of Meggie, not so bad she’s also really friendly. And andyan si Pamela, (I remembered my crush when I saw her so she became… also! *censored*) hehe. She’s really affable din. Furthermore there is Andrea, boring yung isang subject namin na walang prof so I was quite shocked that she just immediately talked to us like out of nowhere. Hehe, and telling me that I looked like Barbie Almalbis, LMAO! Haha! she’s really cool, super friendly niya.

And there was J, (I wasn’t sure about the spelling so maybe I can just spell it as J) hehe. She’s a buddy of Andrea. really nice.

Nice people i must say..

There was also Jazeline (I think) from the other section, which is a friend of Meggie, damn I couldn’t remember their names. Hahaha.

And yes I was also missing my old pals, well I get to bump on them frequently this day. Grabe nakakamiss =( iniisip ko na lang na this is just a few months and I know I could get through it. I mean all of them we’re really together talaga sa isang section, while I was left aside, outcast. =( hehe, but I know that I should just make the most out of it. go hanah! GO GO! =)

And then my feet we’re killing me. grabe, I think my feet are no longer used to wearing heels, sobrang sakit grabe. Hahaha.

And then ayun we have no class tomorrow. Woooo.

I think I learned a lot this day, all of which we’re personal and I sort of implemented the significance of being independent and how it could actually change your view about people. I mean I am so used to being alone kaya no problem sakin ang pagging magisa eh. It’s just that I don’t want to be alone. Ang sad sobra, kaya I learned this day na kahit sino naman pde mong I-approach as long na maganda yung pag approach mo eh. I mean, I met this girl n talagang parang walang kasama, and out of the blue bigla ko siyang kinausap and said “grabe wala nanamang prof. Mag-isa ka rin noh?” hehe. Ganda noh? Ewan ko, It just jumped out of my mouth, siguro because of frustration na naghi2ntay kami outside the room for the prof tapos wala. Argh, and yah I just really wished and hoped na makayanan ko to. Sad wala akong inspiration, HAHAHA. Mga babae ang inspirasyon ko eh. =) yea boy!

Seriously though, I would be looking forward for more excitements, I mean marami pang subjects na I need to conquer so this is obviously just the beginning. =)