Emptiness.

I completely rose up from my bed at around 2:30 PM. I wasn’t at all feeling OK this morning, and each time I open my eyes, I tried to think of something that could urge my body to rise up, but then again I couldn’t find any reasons to do so. I miss the good morning texts, the take cares and all that. It is only then that I’ve realized how a massive loss it is to lose him. Men, here I go again.


My day was spent at the 7th bday party of Danica. Ooops, who is Danica? She is the classmate of my youngest sibling. She had this very extravagant party held at 7th floor (wherein the swimming pool is located). Danica is a very beautiful kid, very lucky indeed. She has everything a little girl could ask for.




Anyway, I’ve had a lot of fun, I mean even though it was a children‘s party (wth! It was more of a debut!!) haha. I find it cute to watch kids do the games and all that. =) haha.


Besides that, I’ve also been busy with my best friend’s book review. Yes, I am the one doing it. ;) But yes I am also willing to do so. The title was, “In deep thoughts about Love”. The author was none other than their Professor in Psychology. I did not finish the book yet, but I am starting to do the review for each chapter. Men! Now I really feel the soul of a college student. ;) haha. This review is such a hard work; I never thought that I should make insights each chapter when I am currently at my worst silent despair. Haha! What a nice feeling to write such a positive outlook about love. Hmmmp..



I’m beginning to feel a lot emptier as the days go by. It feels like every scenario in my life we’re just the same, and sometimes, I just wanted to fast-forward each scene. I am in fact happy with my life and yet I feel a little empty. I feel somewhat sad, somewhat happy. But I’d still say, someday someone will come and save me and until then, I shall wait... =)