Worth

This is one of those moments, when one can only think about what’s going to happen. When your mind is filled with intoxicating air of doubts and somehow hoping you could just get away with it. What exactly are the measurements used to know how much is the worth of a person?

Everyone wants to be somebody. Sometimes it’s the only thing that makes them feel alive. Dreaming. Doing the things they really wanted to do. I wonder how great the feeling it would be when you know you have done something you truly love.

I am for one who knows how hard and sad it is to remain stiff. You know, when you just do what you’re told. When you could’ve done much more if you weren’t manipulated by the people you love. How do you get away with that, anyway? When you just can’t stop thinking and caring about what other people might feel and not minding yourself.

For whatever the measurement of worth is, I hope it doesn’t mind whether a person needs to fulfil his/her lifelong dreams. I hope it cares more about what the person is able to achieve because that’s the only possible way.

I’m so tired of being a trash.

I don’t want to be this trash anymore, especially to someone.

It’s like a bad dream haunting me every night.

Coldplay - Fix You

When you try your best but you don't succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above earth or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face and I...

Tears stream, down your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face and I...

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you.

I dont want to be - Gavin Degraw

I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been tryin to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wonder what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by impostors everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
I'm the only one who's noticed
I can't be the only one who's learned

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wonder what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone's attention please
if you're not like this and that
You're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountains
the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay dust stone
and now I'm telling everybody

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wonder what I gotta to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I DONT WANNA BE...
I DONT WANNA BE...
I DONT WANNA BE...
I DONT WANNA BE ANYTHING...
ANYTHING OTHER THAN ME...
I don't wanna be...
I dont't wanna be...
I don't wanna be ...